Today was a better day. I was able to go to class this morning so I wouldn't be even further behind. I am able to go in tomorrow and do my exam that I missed. Everyone has been so helpful. I started spotting today so I know that it's really over. I would have never guessed in a million years that after 4 cycles we would not be pregnant. I have my phone consult with Dr. Barnett on Friday the 19th I'm anxious to hear what he has to say and then we will have to make the decision to try again or give up. At times my heart is saying to stop and other times I say what do we have to lose lets try it again. I'm just not sure how much more poking and prodding my body can take.